My life is yoga
My recent tweets sum it up! My life is yoga. Yoga life, yoga love, yoga work, yoga studio, yoga teachers, yoga practice, yoga asana, yoga, yoga and did I mention yoga? I love yoga more than I’d ever imagined. Gratitude? Absolutely! Then I became an entrepreneur. I didn’t even know what that word meant until now. Yoga and entrepreneur go hand in hand? Yup and I’m doing it. Did I ever think I’d be here? Hell no. At least not now. But each step forward and each step back brought me here…to the present. There are the times where I think it can’t get more challenging and then BAM! Life happens all over again. Which is what keeps us on our toes. I opted out of the ’9 to 5′ for the ‘Will I make it today’? And each day is a challenge. Some days more than others.
Some days I go back to remembering the steady paychecks, the great benefits, the holidays off…the fluorescent lighting which, no matter what, does not flatter you. I remember getting up, getting ready, driving in traffic, sitting at my desk, in front of my computer, waiting for lunch hour. Extending lunch hour, dreading going back to work. Anticipating the hour I could leave. To get in my car, drive in traffic, go home, chill out for the 4 hours before going to bed. Then getting up, getting ready….you get the picture. Think Office Space.
Ok, so it may not be so bad, but there’s the uncertainty. The loss of control. Taking a plunge that I’d never thought I had the courage to take. And it’s up to me to pave an unpaved road and whether or not it’s going somewhere is yet to be seen. Then the feelings of fear and doubt come into play. And these are the moments when I close my eyes, take a deep breath, ask for strength and make one more step forward so I can continue on with my journey.
Tags: March 2011
Filed under: Yoga Life



